Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahiwabarakatuh :')
Hihihi baik takkk Fatin ? what BAIK ? k thanks :] aku baik nih sbb mmg aku try tuk jadi sebegitu . BESARKAN IMPIAN SAYA ? :') okay now , back to the topic . Errr I just want to be strong . I want to be strong! I want to be strong! I want to be strong! Please? God , help me! Ya Allah , I know I'm not strong enough to face this . I just hope I could be someones strong like my sister , Syahirah :') She's so strong! She could make a happy ending eventhough there was a lot of problem instead . Could I be like you Faa ? This was too hard for me . I don't have a strength for it like before . I'm weak . I hate being like this! I hate! Err
I'm not regret for what has happen but I just not that strong to accept it . Could I be anyone else places ? I wish I could :'( hmmmm A plenty of people may see me CHEER , HAPPY , PEACEMAKER ,LUNATIC , COOL and so on , but in the back from all of it , I'm just a fake . This and that and everything ! I am trying to make myself happy but I know I'm just lying to myself and it hurts me inside . Who would have know that ? NO ONE . isnt ? K whatsoever idc anymore . I just want a new life . No more fake , no more tears , no more mess , no more stuck . I bet everyone's have their bad memories but please tell me how to forget all of it without any trouble instead ? Grrr I felt like , why don't God let me die ? Let me follow late Aizat steps . And no more suffer around like now . Errrrr I think I have being possess . I should take a nap . err k thats all goodbye thnks for reading this . Assalamualaikum and gd sleep :] See you soon .
